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my love is like a plauge by shadow-Raven95, literature

tracing the steps to my demise by shadow-Raven95, literature

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tracing the steps to my demise

the wind burns my eyes. i can fell it all around me, but i feel no strain. i am weightless, unimportant as i make my way back home. i can feel the power of my body: the body she created for me. the body that has endured so much pain and suffering. my feet carry me over mountain and valley, they are broken and battered. they pull me and lead me on my journey, as i find my way home. i follow them as they retrace the steps they left when i controlled them. i cant speak. i can only follow them as they show me what ive done to myself, to show me the consequenses of my past actions. my eyes watch as my mistakes play in fro

i am, your worst nightmare by shadow-Raven95, literature

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i am, your worst nightmare

i am a poison, i am a drug. ill get you high but i wont let you fall gently. ill guide your fall, so you land back in my lap. ready for more, desperate for more. i am cunning, i am decietful. ill tell you what you want to hear and never a word you dont. ill play your game, because little do you kno youre a part of MY game, a mere pawn to keep me amused. i am beautiful, i am seducive. ill play with your mind and gain control of your body. ill get your hopes up all the while getting what i need from you. ill give you what you want, but not enough for you to be bored with me. i am insecure, i am unstable. ill use you to

free fall by shadow-Raven95, literature

wat is th meanin of bein lonly by shadow-Raven95, literature

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wat is th meanin of bein lonly

does life go on, with a broken heart? is it the ending, orr a brand new start? are we truely alone, or surrounded by people who care? but answer me, are those people even there? why must we even love, when it lets us crash and burn? leaving us stranded and broken, with nowhere to turn. but it also makes us happy, or at least temporarily. once we find that person, that ignores us so rarely. it makes us smile, it makes us cry. building emotions on the inside, making some want to die. we get used to having someone, and when they leave, it feels like the world is at its end, letting us fall like leaves in the wind. what is

crimson tears by shadow-Raven95, literature

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crimson tears

Why do i still cry over you? when i know you dont over me. why do i still allow you to taunt me, rather than get over you? how soothing i find it to watch my body cry crimson tears. they flow with a steady red glaze. leaving my body, releasing my soul. i find it pleasing, even calming to fight the euphoria associated with pain. as much as i dont like pain, i love it at the same time. my body crys: the tears run down my arm, they stream from my neck. pouring from my heart, emptying my veins. because my body crys crimson tears over my loss. as i fall backinto the damning arms of lonlieness. i dont want to go back, i d

a single rose by shadow-Raven95, literature

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a single rose

Should i send a message, telling you i love you. or do i send a single rose? send it to your lips. touching them gently, while you recall my existance. breathing in its scent, floral, unlike mine, but will it make you think of me? A single rose, a single red rose. thats what ill do. a single rose to signify the mistakes i made. a rose to show you i bleed regret for what i did to you. a rose to show i still love YOU. but love, like a flower can bloom into something beautiful. yet it can have thorns and be dangerous, dying. wilting from lack of care, only to fall apart, withering as it dies, like my heart does fo

my never ending memory by shadow-Raven95, literature

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my never ending memory

being alone, is one of the worst feelings that a human can feel. i was assured it wouldnt happen, yet it did anyways. i know this is getting old, but i admited i was wrong. i told you everything you neede to know, and MORE!!! you might have bluntly told me, but im not good with blunt, and you know that. you're trying to punish me, lying to ME, while thats why you are mad at me. shoving me and another away for a life time. continuing to show you dont care anymore. i know you did at one point, i remeber seeing it in your eyes. i remeber it pouring into me when you hugged and kissed me. i remeber you holding me and telling

embrace me, i am fear by shadow-Raven95, literature

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embrace me, i am fear

embrace the fact, you cant control me. you hide and run from me, but its no use. ill find u you. you can change your name, move across the globe. but i know your scent. like i said, ill find you. you can try to ignore me, but ill always be there... whether you like it or not, ill watch you. waiting for an opportunity, to close in on you and seize you for myself.

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my love is like a plauge by shadow-Raven95, literature

tracing the steps to my demise by shadow-Raven95, literature

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tracing the steps to my demise

i am, your worst nightmare by shadow-Raven95, literature

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i am, your worst nightmare

free fall by shadow-Raven95, literature

wat is th meanin of bein lonly by shadow-Raven95, literature

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wat is th meanin of bein lonly

crimson tears by shadow-Raven95, literature

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a single rose by shadow-Raven95, literature

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my never ending memory by shadow-Raven95, literature

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my never ending memory

embrace me, i am fear by shadow-Raven95, literature

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embrace me, i am fear

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This Love is Loud by TheseKrimzonFlames, literature

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This Love is Loud

When you look at me, I get so weak I fall to my knees, And I can't speak Even in my dreams, This is more than I ever thought I would see... Just one look, I fall so deeply, Just one look, I fall completely... This is now! This is real! This is, More than I thought I could feel This is love! This is loud! And I, Never want to get out...of you... This love is so loud... (You move...) The way you move! Takes my breath away! And I could stare, All night and day Such fluid grace... All...over your face Just one look, I am lost forever Just one look, Always together...! This is now! This is real! This is, More than

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Oct 1
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Deviant for 14 years
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uhhh....i play cello,music and poetry are my life.im not so much into people but i hate being alone,but once you've been rejected enough times you get used to it...umm if u want to talk to me send a note,and im open to new ideas to draw/write,i dont use the word "love" lightly so if i say i love you,you know i mean it....thats about it,if u wana kno more,ask me n_n

Current Residence: none ya buizeeness
deviantWEAR sizing preference: small-medium
Favourite genre of music: techno,metal,rock
Favourite photographer: uhhh
Favourite style of art: abstract,fantasy
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: uhhhh
Wallpaper of choice: idl wallpaper
Favourite cartoon character: jack skellington and invador zim

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Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

atreyu,chiodos,playradioplay,i am x-ray,311,green day,the audition,medic droid,bloodhound gang,3oh!3

Favourite Writers

idk,myself i suppose

Favourite Games

pokemon

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art,music,cello,piano

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shadow-Raven95

Jul 22, 2010

what is beauty?

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they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder...but what is it?its asthetic and plyable...but it can be disgusting or entrancing,what is it?is it a physical or social connection?is it longing for something we CANT or DONT have?is it a longing for what once was?is it blue eyes or brown?is it dressed up,or dressed down?is it here or there?is it me or you?do i have it?do i want it?do i want to be the center of everyones desires?or do i want to sink into the background of ever changing crowds,remaining me,beautiful on the inside?or do i show through to this world that u can possess beauty inside and out...but that brings me to my original thought

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shadow-Raven95

Feb 2, 2010

ideas anyone???

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ok,im currently experiencing writers block and dont have any inspiration to fight the block...i need ideas plz,im open to suggestion and rlly need help right now,if no one has ideas talking to me is fine to

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shadow-Raven95

Jan 16, 2010

im happy again

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woo-hoo, ross is finaly out of my life,and now i have chane.yes i have/am trying to move on and 4get about ross,and chane is doing an excellent job of keeping him off my mind.ive wrote alot of poems lately just i dont feel like typing them up (this is my lazy side).school is doing better now that ive actually been going to class...but thats not the point.the point is i found someone who makes even more happy than the last one did (not saying i use them,but still i kno wat i mean).im glad ross left me,i rlly didnt want to be with him,but i didnt want him to be hurt be ME leaving HIM...oh well,alls well that ends well i suppose. i might type up